Fiona’s world has been chock full of stress recently. Way too much stress for a healthy sex life. It’s making me very unhappy.
Cuddling is great. We were lying naked in bed last night watching a movie and I cuddled up with him. Skin to skin contact felt great. It was wonderful to feel his body against mine. But, getting relaxed and turned on? Not so much. I am not sure what to do.
It’s not this hasn’t happened before, it has. Usually I can get back into the groove with some vibrations, but I can’t get there right now.
Not a huge amount of fun here. I’m tense and stressed and considering going for a massage just because the achey pain after the massage has to be better than the tension. But then I remember that I’m feeling weird about touching and wonder if a massage is the right thing.
Blech.