Not even the fun kind of discipline, but rather just the discipline to write regularly. I don’t have it.
There has been a lot less nookie this week than I’d like, but between house guests (of the parental type) and an incipient UTI the time just doesn’t seem right. The UTI is my fault, though, we had a very intense round of sex last weekend. Me on top, riding him very hard. Lots of good lubrications and grinding. Very, very powerful orgasm. Lots of after cuddles and we fell asleep.
I normally try to be quite good about peeing after sex, but didn’t this time. Sure enough, a couple days later I started feeling like I was getting a UTI. But, attempting to drown myself with water and unsweetened cranberry juice and I’m feeling much better. It never got so bad that I thought it would need antibiotics (although my dr. is good enough that I can usually get antibiotics w/o an office visit) but it was uncomfy. I am still a little leery of sex, but by the same token it’s been days and I miss the intimacy.
More discipline needed. The discipline to drag myself out of bed and pee after sex, especially the really good sex. The discipline to post here more often. And the discipline to throw caution to the wind tonight.